The system was down and there was nothing we could do about it.

It was definitely something I've been praying for to happen since the first day of work lol. But really. with the system down, there was absolutely zero work to do. For the early part of the day, I was trying my best to appear busy. (Seriously, that has got to be way harder than working itself.) After that I gave up and just played solitaire. lol.

So, by 2pm the system was still down and by then, we were basically gathered together playing Hangman. lol.

Alright, we didn't play Hangman. hahahaa. Although we did the last time the system was down for 2 hours. hahaha.

Anyways, the weather has been awesome lately. Well for the past three days anyway. The weather forecasts predicts that a period of rain and gloom was to resume on Thursday. Living in Vancouver has really made me appreciate the sunshine and how important it is to me. I love the sun so much that whenever I think of what tattoo I would print on my upper right back, I would think of the sun.

And I'm dead serious. I don't want a tattoo that I will be bored of a few years later, or months even. And I also wanted one that would represent who I am, one that I could totally relate to.

But of course, so far I am all talk and no action hahaha. I have been thinking of getting a tattoo since summer of 2006 and here I am today, still tattoo-less. lol.

Anywhos... I am going back in less than 2 weeks! 10 days to be exact! Wow. I can't believe I'm going back in 10 dayssss... it jst seemed not too long ago that I was announcing to anyone who would listen that I would be going back in 1 month!!

I'm so excited!! I really miss my family and I can't wait to see them!!

Lol. I just remembered something funny. I remember when I was 15 or something.. my friend asked me what I would put first? I said I would put myself first. Because at that time, I believed that if I wasn't happy, how was I to make everyone around me happy? lol.

Now, I can definitely say for sure that my family comes first. Wayyy before me. lol. Guess these are the things that you learn to cherish as you grow up. Everyone goes through phases in their lives and some may live in a certain phase longer than others, but most definitely, there comes a point in their life where they realise what are the things that are most important. Maybe it may take some people a little longer to get there. Even to the point where the moment it hits them, it is actually the second right before they die. Lol. Alright, or some may never ever live out of that phase. Which is possible too....

But yeah. I'm glad I am who I am today. I like myself. And I think liking myself is crucial for keeping me happy. Not necessarily to the extent that I am in love with myself and I refuse to take in criticisms from others. For I know that I, like all humans, am flawed.

So I know I'm not perfect. I have a fat ass, round face and 43846 other flaws, not to mention my weirdness and another 43846 other weird stuff about me. lol.

So yeah, I am content with who I am, flaws and all. I know that I can be a little weird, lol (Ok, maybe a little is an understatement haha). But you know what, my flaws, my weirdness, that's what makes me unique. That's what make me different from everyone else around me. Of course I gotta work on my flaws (I know I know... I need to be on time... lol). At least acknowledging my flaws is the first step that I took? LOL! Now its just about working on my flaws that I need to get to. lol.

Ok.. that wasn't how I intended the story of myself to flow. lol. SO! I was saying, everyone should like themselves. Cuz no matter how cliche this sounds, I honestly believe that the way you carry yourself totally reflects on how you think of yourself.

Ok I never thought that I would say this. But I'm a little sick of talking about myself lol.

The end.

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