I guess knowing for a fact that friends DO still visit this site has motivated me to go back to frequent blogging HAHA! Thanks Shaz!! hahahaa!! Please leave me more msges! hahahahahahaa.

Ok.. I have no idea why I am so hyper right now. It is 1.30 in the afternoon and I am in the school library right now. The weather is COLD and the skies are dead gloomy. And I just bought myself coffee and I spilled coffee all over my left arm because the coffeeshop ran out of lids and I had forgotten that my coffee didn't have a lid on. ><

And I just had a midterm this morning which I fell asleep studying for last night.. so I only managed to study 2 out of the 10 chapters I should have read. Boo. Yeah, I'm not hoping for a good grade if you want to know.

And I SHOULD be studying right now for my OTHER midterm tommorow morning!!! *gasps* It's at 8.30 AM and I pray hard that I will not sleep in tomorrow morning. And I also pray hard that I do not fall asleep studying haha.

Sigh. For some reason I just feel too lazy to do anything right now haha. I am too lazy to start looking for jobs (my friend who's also in his last sem has already had about 500 interviews already ><) and I am too lazy to even THINK of what I want to do when I graduate!!

Well, I know for sure that I am going back to Malaysia on a vacation. And my Sabah trip is still on for now haha. AND yesterday Suyuen called, inviting me (ok, I sorta self-invited myself) to visit her in Auckland!!! Hoho!! Think I need to start saving up! lol. I want to visit Australia tooooooo... hahaha. And get my abalone-flavoured macadamia nuts!!!! SLURP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

But it's so hard to save up. hahaa. Cuz I have so many WANTS on my shopping list. I need to get boots, a vest, a new fall jacket, a new winter jacket, new sneakers, a new hoodie, muahahaha. The list jst goes on and on and on~~~~~

Ok. I think this entry is making me sound like some bimbotic air-head. ><

So, on a more serious note..............

....... hmmmmmm....

..... I'm so hungry at the moment to think of anything serious to say....

..... am waiting for Janet to get off class... that girl is gonna get her attendance marked and then skim out hahaha.

.... mmmm.. am craving for some chicken donair... slurp...

Anyways, I can't believe it is already mid-October. Time flies like CRAZY!! I can't believe that... in a month or so, I am absolutely done with school. It STILL feels very surreal to me, that I have been here for more than three years, that I am actually done (soon.. I hope) with school, that I have to start looking for jobs, that I have to start working and earn my own living, that I will soon be classified as someone in her mid-20s.

*wide eyed* How surreal is that? I don't FEEL mid-20s at all. I still feel like a young teenager who still has a lot to learn in life, who still occasionally feels intimidated by changes in life, who has yet to truly know herself. I don't think I am prepared to face the world by myself yet. I still need the constant support of people around me - people who love me (aww) and people I love - to help me face the challenges and changes that occur.

Or maybe, none of us can truly face the world on their own. I guess no matter how old we are, how experienced we are, how matured we are, how strong we are, or how independent we are, we still need the support of our loved ones. I guess, even when we think that we can do it alone, it just makes us feel better to merely know that we are not alone.

Alright. Janet is here and we are both starving.

Chicken donair, here we come!!! hahahaha.

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